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WOw its been F.O.R.E.V.E.R. since i've been on LJ...i guess the myspace craze has taken me over.
Sooo since myspace is being dumb, i guess i can just chat away on here.
Yeahh..so i'm leaving to go up north in about 12hrs...hooray...more fun && adventure with my friends. It's really exciting.
College volleyball starts up next week tuesday...6hr workouts/practices a day! AHH i'm gonna be in such good shape, i can't wait.
I move out in approximately 2-3 weeks in my own apartment with Maria && possibly Cheryl. That should be entertaining/exciting/interesting. I'm gonna be attending OCC just in case people were wondering, but i'm not going to the royal oak campus cuz they have no sports there. lol.
I have a pretty cool new boyfriend. His name is Jeremy. He's going to Olivet this year to play football. We're gonna make the whole long distance relationship thing work. I really like him a lot. He's the best thing that has happened to me in a while.
well, hopefully myspace starts working again. lol
i'm outtie.
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[12 Oct 2004|04:32pm] |
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I love how people can talk soo much shit, say how i dont finish what i started, the fricking say some comment, and then run away...how dumb are you really? If u want to talk shit, then fucking dont run away...it just goes to show that you know you are wrong. I can back up everything i say, but you on the other hand cant. Nice one genius.
Anyways..i havent been on my computer in like a month. It feels weird. And I havent been in livejournal in soo long!
SO here are the updates for now!
Tommy: we are extremly happy together. Tomorrow is our 3 months already! geeze man...time is sure flying by. Oh and he seriously got his tounge pierced. Ha thats funny yet sweet at the same time. I defiently didnt believe him at first, but he did it. This whole seeing him every other weekend kills but at least i get to see him.
Basketball: well we are actually pretty decent this year 6-4 overall and 3-2 in the league. Rated #3 on TV Warren. In the run for first place. All of these stats hasnt happend since 1960. So it goes to show what a good coach can do. But i do miss Rithie in a way. We have a game tonite and if we beat this team we're tied for first AGAIN! Heck yeah.
Volleyball: starts Nov. 16...i freaking cant wait...i love volleyball.
School: ridiculous. i love band. hate physics. love all my other classes. miss seeing all the seniors from last year. :(
Well im off for my game.
Tootles!
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[03 Sep 2004|10:04pm] |
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tonite was interesting...
so i asked steve what jodi has that i dont. He told me that she was mature, secure with herself, and happy with herself.
okay that i dont have ANY OF THESE! im not mature, im insecure, and not happy with myself...nice how it actually shows that he never took the time to get to know me.
i personally think im mature only due to the fact i dont sleep around, i dont cheat on my boyfriends, and i try to be myself instead of someone im not. And i think im very happy with myself. I love myself. (lil cocky aren't i??) and i know im not insecure with myself.
i know i asked him that question and i shouldnt have gotten mad but to me it felt like he went way too far.
im done totally with him.
im done trying to be his friend.
he has hurt me too much for me to be his friend.
he has lost me for good.
he has changed, and changed for the worse and doesnt see it.
someday he will feel sorry for all of this and when that day happens i will make sure im here for that and when he attempts to apologize i was just say "sorry i dont know you anymore, and i defiently dont accept your apology..."
im done crying.
on another note...tommy is coming home tomorrow and i cant wait for that cuz i miss him more than anything right now. i have no shoulder to cry on and when he gets here i think i will do a lot of crying.
he has become my everything. he is there for me whenever i need him...even when he is at college. i love it. he is at least attempting something unlike other ppl n' quit on me and move on to someone new.
he is the most wonderful guy ever. i wish more girls could get to know him cuz he is just AMAZING! love you tommy!
im going now cuz im watching Bad Boys II! yay...
comment if you like...
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| HAHAH Labels are funny.... |
[25 Aug 2004|09:51pm] |
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okay so today has been an okay type of day.
I dyed my hair, well attempted to "lighten" it but yeah it didnt work, oh well.
So me and danielle apparently have labels now. She is **** and im sidekick. NIICE ONE! I love it!
Yeah im really sad right now. Cuz it now just hit me that
Tommy is gone for good. :( But i know we are going to try and see each other as much as possible. I MISS HIM! Yeah i defiently proved to myself that i love him/really like him alot. He is truly an awesome guy and i couldnt be happier.
I'm proud of myself and how quickly i got over steve. I really dont think i loved him, cuz if i did i wouldnt have been able to get over him so quickly.
I've come to the conclusion...love works in STRANGE ways.
I like how other girls think that my boyfriend is going to come and visit them and hug them and all this other stuff. Apparently she misses him a lot. Ha well too bad...im sorry for being mean about this but i dont want to visit him for certain reasons. Yeah he can say hi but like no hugging or attempting to mack up on him. Sorry he has a gf and sorry you dont have a bf but yer just gonna have to get over that. You had a really nice guy but he got treated like crap, tho he did choose you once over me but that should have never happened seeing how i've been his friend since we were in diapers. Anyways im not going to continue on with this one cuz its in the past.
i havent updated in a while so yeah...
well here is my schedule if anyone is interested in looking...
1-public speaking-mulligan
2-english college 11-fletcher
3-spanish 3-tasios
4-wind n' perc ensemble-roelandt
c lunch
5-3D modeling-sonny
6-physics-bennett
CAP-Szczesniak
if u have classes with me let me know! But the part i like the best (not really) is the fact that i can't take trig 402 cuz it is only taught 4th hour and that is when i have band. HOW STUPID IS THAT? oh and another thing, if i had trig i would have B lunch and that would suck.
well im leaving....
MISS YOU SOO MUCH!
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| DO IT NOW! |
[17 Aug 2004|09:49pm] |
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Enter value in a comment, then copy & paste this your own LJ.
Be honest! You can pick more than one!
0= I don't know you
1= I like you
2= I love you!!
3= You are funny
4= You are cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I want to fuck you
7= You are sexy!
8= You're a sweetheart
9= I want to get to know you
10=I hope you die
11=Marry me, PLEASE?
12=Let's makeout.
13=You are really bitchy
14=You are good looking
im curious to know what yall think!
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woo..stoney creek was a lot of fun! Wow im defiently going to miss all of those ppl (the ones that graduated cuz i'll see all the others.) but it was great. Me Andrea Bristol n' Amanda all rode the paddle boat..much fun until Bobby n' his friend almost sunk us. Then Jessie Me Ken Tommy Mark Bobbby n' Jeff all played beach volleyball...i'll say it was fun until ken got way out of hand witht the throwing of the sand. Anyways it took us forever to get home cuz stupid police officer lady gave us totally WRONG directions! But im home and im about to get my hair hightlighted...YAY! just felt like updating out of no where!
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| to kelly: |
[30 Jun 2004|06:00pm] |
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Ha kelly just thought u should read this cuz its WAY funny...i went bak into one of my old journal entries and this was part of your comment...
"this is my opinion...
you can trust steve
he's one of the most trusting guys"
hahahah i just thought that was very funny and i think you should read this DAMNIT!
anyways...today is very interesting i guess...hung out w/ steve for a lil then left his house to go pick up my lil sister from LINKS and he went and hung out w/ jodi to talk about me...he is techinquilly on "lock-down" for lying to his parents...ha steve isnt THAT innocent. anyways...im done cuz im bout to go see SPIDERMAN-2 in a lil bit! YAY
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wow i havent updated in a LONG time. lets see what has happened since last time.
well i got cheated on. Steve kissed jodi.
then we fought a lot.
now we're okay but i find out stuff that is quite interesting from an AWESOME friend who says im stupid becasue im still w/ him.
ummm i've been to 4 grad parties soo far.
Kens: great fun...volleyball was AWESOME.
Amandas: ddr/karaoke was fun.
Andreas: moonwalk, getting thrown in the pool
Steves: ddr, ping pong, chips, darts all fun
who parties r next? Kelly, Katie and Jessie T. im looking for some more fun.
yeah im defiently getting ready to have a great time up north w/ steve (if he can still go). maybe we'll have time to talk about more things which would be great cuz i love talking to him and solving our problems.
after that i get to go to drum major camp...im hoping its gonna be fun.
then band camp starts...whoo...
summer softball is fun like always...i love all my Phillies girls.
wow school starts in less than 2 months...summer is going by way fast.
i miss sam, danielle, and most of all hanging out w/ kelly.
well i think im done updating...nothing GOOD has happened yet so...i'll put more in when its good times
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[31 May 2004|04:16pm] |
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Okay so starting w/ Prom.
Prom was the greatest day ever. I had the best time of my life. Going to Andrea's was great. Steve and I enjoyed ourselves, tho we barely got any sleep.
Saturday...was a lazy day but i still hung out w/ steve. Then i went to Chelis Chili Bar where i saw Chris Chelios himself. Mmmm fun.
Sunday...was fun i didnt really do much but i went to the movies w/ steve and we saw The Day After Tomorrow (which by the way is a AWESOME movie but its long.)
Monday(today) yeah defiently interesting. So me and steve have a great weekend together until today when he made another girl more important than me. NIICE. Yeah im a lil upset because the fact that he was suppose to call me so i know what the heck i was doing today cuz it was either he wanted me to go his cousins or not so i told him to call me between 1 and 1:30 so i would know. So he doesnt call at all. I ended up calling him and finding out he was w/ Jodi and wasnt paying attention to the time. Nice guy right? And then he goes and tells me that Jodi is more fun than i am and he likes doing things with her. Okay am i allowed to be upset when my boyfriend of almost 5 months says that to me? I think i am. Geeze to me it feels like he has changed. It seems like he would say "im dating steph for a long time and i really dont need to hang out w/ her that much so i might as well not care and hang w/ some other chick." No offense to Jodi what so ever because she is sweet and i hopefully know would never do anything w/ steve while we are dating. Its just i dont know if i trust steve yet. He hasnt shown me that i can trust him. I dunno im gonna stop talking about my problems and yeah just see what happens tonite.
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wow spring break is not over yet! i seriously miss everyone that left! :( i'm very lonely. the only fun thing i have done so far is go to the tigers game w/ pelc, cansler, josh and tim, and froze my butt off, then tailgated at chatterton. mmmm lighter fluid hot dogs. HAHA. Soccer is well soccer and too god damn early in the morning! but the good thing is that Chris goes and i have someone to talk to. I'm glad that Danielle is back from tennessee so i can hang w/ her. Oh danielle by the way i got the eastern info for the soccer camp. WOw im a bum and need to find something interesting to do. i wish steve would call just so i know how he is doing. geeze. what a bum. well i guess im going to go now. it feels weird up-dating. i havent had internet in like 50gagillion years. lol. well peace yall.
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Heart of Gold
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla
aww jessie we are TWINS! how cute.
mmmm im soo excited for tomorrow! eeek!
wow...im mad at myself right now.
i played alright in volleyball but i made some really dumb mistakes. Geeze la weeze. And for a weird reason my serves were flying over the net and going out of bounds...thats really weird and i really wasnt even hitting the ball hard.
mmm...steve better call me cuz im BORED and need someone to talk to.
I hope danielle is alright cuz i know something is wrong w/ her. FEEL BETTER!
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[23 Feb 2004|03:57pm] |
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i hate my fucking father!
does he think he is God or something?
uhhhh i just want to SCREAM!!!!
anyways.
i havent been on the computer in forever.
it feels weird.
break went by really fast.
i had some fun tho.
i was sick most of the time w/ bronchitis.yuk!
steve makes me really happy. he is soo CUTE!
im way excited to be with him.
he has prolly been one of the best boyfriends i have had in a LONG time. He actually treats me like a human being and does tell me to do stuff for him.
im really excited for soccer to start! 3 weeks baby!
today felt weird being back at school. i missed my friends dearly.
i had some fun saturday nite w/ danielle on the way home from wrestling. haha only 7 of us rode the bus home! Danielle: wrestling in the field house and my mouth and yer head clashing...mmm pain...lol great times!
well i guess im gonna so right now cuz im REALLY bored and im eating taco bell so yeah.
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[09 Feb 2004|09:15pm] |
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could we lose anymore volleyball games?
geeze the best thing i can say is we are undefeated in losses! haha-renee
anyways...im happy amy is up and im really suprised Ms.K started me. Brit mullins said something about me behind my back about me starting in "her" spot. MMmm..niice if u have something to say....SAY IT TO MY FACE!
steve is grounded for a while...what a punk! But everything is going great with us and i couldnt be happier! Aww im all sad cuz i have wrestling on Sat. which would be VALENTINES DAY...wow whoever made the schedule should know NOT to make a meet on valentines day! But im still gonna hang out w/ him when i get home...yay...
well im really bored and WAY tired..i barely got any sleep this weekend cuz i was w/ the wrestlers for 19HOURS! wow! ttyl bye
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yay go me im a WHORE! woo!
wow guys r soo IMMATURE!
can u plz get over the fact i dont like yer friend like that?? WOW drop it already...just give up...can u not stand the fact im happy w/ someone else NOT YER FRIEND??? GRR!!
anyways...
volleyball...guess what?? we lost AGAIN! We come sooooooooo close and yet it just falls right in front of us! GOD...will we ever win a match? We try and try...yet things are still not getting done what we want...c'mon ladies lets step it up and WIN!
Steve=world's greatest boyfriend award! he is the greatest and im sooo glad i get to be w/ him and share how wonderful he is.mmmmm greatness.
Kelly_wow she is wonderful and im hoping she can choose her guy friend...cuz whoever she picks better be nice to her damnit and not pull a mike poff...lol
JessieFresh_yer great and im happy for you...god we are the only 2 of 6 girls on the court that talk..i swear ppl need to step it up...oh and kelly talks when she is out there too. LOVE
well im bout done here cuz yeah i have the biggest migrane EVER...talk 2 yalls later!
)(Steph_A_Saurus)(
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what a pointless day.
that round robin stuff was DUMB!
y did we have to do it?
im not taking any of those classes cuz i have no room.
anyways.
yeah today was interesting...i did NOTHING..lol what a loser i am.
actually i was SUPPOSE to go sledding but i guess they didnt want to go anymore so oh well.
well im gonna go cuz im stupid and havent washed my v-ball jersey yet so yeah i gotta wash it then get ready to leave for vball.
talk to yalls laterz.
me.
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hey guess what...people r gay!
i am REALLY happy for once in my life and people want to go and ruin it...yeah im defiently NOT going to let that happen.
People can hate me.
People can love me.
I really dont care if yer my friend or not.
There are only the SELECT few that i care for:
Kelly.
Andrea.
Danielle.
Tiffany.
Kyle.
Steve.
Pelc.
Jessie L.
Jessie T.
Maria.
Renee.
Brittany L.
Brittany M.
and all my other TRUE friends out there!
anyways...today was iffy.
Volleyball:well on a good note we are only making 2 of the same mistakes (not talking and playing poor defense) and we are playing really great offense! Now if we can put everything together it will be some good VOLLEYBALL!
_also i would like to say that i am very happy with steve and that he is a GREAT guy not matter what anyone thinks!_
okay im bored and tired so yeah im leaving...
payce HOMIES
love.
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today was great.
i had a pretty good day except for the fact i had clarinet at like 6:20am. but its all good we got a lot accomplished.
umm last night was fun i went to the bball game w/ steve. woo.
oh and i got called a LIAR last nite my matt hammond. Supposidly i lied about the whole steve thing we i told him STRAIGHT up that i liked steve...nice guy right? I knew i should have listened to sam when she said dont date him again. mmm i was stupid but now im happy cuz im w/ a great guy! :-D
man im SOOO ready for our game tonite! WOoo wee need to plaay good toonite.
i love kelly!
(random shout out)
okay i guess im gonna go cuz yeah i gotta go get my sister from where ever she is..ok...talk to yall laterz
LOVE.
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is it bad if i like steve nowicki?
obviously i like him but im not sure if he likes me...
i want ppls opinions on this one buddy!
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[16 Jan 2004|09:34pm] |
okay so me and matt broke up today...its all my fault tho cuz yeah i am too busy to even hang out w/ that kid...but its okay though cuz i personally think that we are 10x better off as just good friends. Today was really great...i had a fund time. I went to Nationals w/ Andrea, Amanda, Katie, Audrey, Audrey's friend, Tommy, Steve and Mark. It was great. Then i was at the auto show all day w/ steve, mark, brian, and stan. That was some good fun! Im really happy for some odd reason...hmmm...i wonder??? anyways i just i would let everyone know that im back single again! wooo hooo! time to check out the hott guys that we DONT have at school...well except for a few.
love me.
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[14 Jan 2004|10:58pm] |
life=SUCKS
volleyball i blow major balls at today! god GRRR
kelly kissed my ass which was great
kelly, andrea and brittany crack me up.
i loved how kelly tackled me in the hall *body slam*
yeah i hate the fact i barely see matt *tear*
(whoa im rhyming)lol i should become a white rapper!
i pass.
anyways.
i know he comes to my games and all but it would be nice to see him more than like once a week! grrr... i dont know what is gonna happen.
steve nowicki is the greatest guy EVER.
he makes me happy! FINDING NEMO!
will...well he has become my really good friend and im glad that i can trust him most of the time w/ what i tell him and hopefully danielle and him wont hate each other too much!
god.
life.
sucks.
my.
balls!
well i havent updated in a while so yeah have fun reading!
oh yeah its starting to snow again *well atleast i was told that*
SNOWDAY??? PLEASE!
me.
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